LETTER

 June 28

i woke up this morning with a good and positive feeling to do things wonderful to everyone around me, most particularly like seeing myself being and beside Sara at a distance to wait her wake up. I want to see her feel happy with a smile on her face regardless of the pain and trouble she must have gone through in her sleep.

I imagine all the anxieties and problems that burden her ever since. I try to think what to do to make her day happier and brighter.

At this instant, I'm thinking how to share my thought to everybody around me so that I could make a more positive and happier instant to get through with each other every moment. I wonder if ever I could convince her to go on a trip away from the nursing home for a few days in order to change her mind. 

Unfortunately, the consultation with the psychiatrist at the St. Pierre clinic the other day didn't satisfy her at all. I could only agree with Elizabeth, the lady who always accompanied her, that she needs a change. 

Yesterday, I was very surprised why she sent me home earlier. But I think she wasn't in a good mood that she she changed all by herself in order to go to sleep, in the middle of the afternoon. So, I left at 3 pm and told her that I'd be back tomorrow.